ich verstehe nicht, octobie

it's been a long time, huh?
hisashiburi dana :D

well i've got my report last friday, i guess??
not bad, better than 7th grade, but not good also ;)
maybe well i started to like math, a little

and this october is full of problems
i don't know why but people said judgement day is coming
the satans that come to bother human-being are greater than before
wow, be careful everyone

but still too many problems will kill me someday
many people only see the great side of me,
happy cheery lol-er and everything
but actually i envy them
and i hate those hypers bcause they think their
problems are special, unique, and only they who suffered that much
o REALLY?

don't judge, i'm short-temper ya' know

ich verstehe nicht :'(

oh and guess what now my feet are full of pain :D
one part swelled, and my left knee is err ==
well i fell down on tuesday and it left a great scar
which consists many little scratches ha-ha

and yeah rite now i like listening to mihimaru gt
this octobie, my favorite rain pours down, with flood of problems
listening to music is a simple treatment, but the effects are great :]
and i like fly by monkey majik too
it brings me back from my sadness
thanks to wina who gave it to me xDD

i hope everything will be alright
when everyone feels down, i'll feel the same too
maybe...silence treatment is the best?

不喜欢学校

i'm talking bout my msn personal message
and i haven't changed it until now

i was crying
the teachers successfully tortured us

"we" cried
i didn't know why
feelings that i held for one year
all came out suddenly

i felt sad when i was home
but i could laugh happily from my heart when i met my friends
and teachers that i once beloved

but
the teachers betrayed us
or that's what i thought
but now they turned out to be bastards or freaking assholes i should say

they ruined my life
no--- they even ruined my friends' life

i mean not all teachers are that bad
some of them are kind and fair enough
but the other proud with their achievement
which is making their pupils cried

idk what to say anymore
in fact, the teachers there are not heroes
i wanna say rudely
that they won't get paid if the pupils don't want to go to school
anyway teachers get paid indirectly from pupils rite?

i'm sorry, but that's the truth
and i hate you
bcause you turned me upside down
and now i hate school that i felt as my second home

you erased the place i'd like to stay

earthquake, no joke

okay so today i was feeling better so i went to sch
and idw to have PE class so i talked to Pak Sony
but i broke my paper bag badly in front of Pak Sony
and he said,
"astaga kamu kasar sekali!!"
i was so surprised so i said sorry and i ran to the door
but i suddenly tripped over my own feet and kicked the door
and he said the same thing again roflol

oh and there was an earthquake on 3 pm maybe
i sat on the chair and i felt like someone pushed my chair
with crattle sound
and i realized it was an earthquake

but it was no joke
this earthquake is 7.2 richter
and have a quite high potential to cause tsunami
gosh..i hope nothing happen :D

tragedies

okay so maybe this whole world knows
that there were two explosions
both in the famous hotels
Ritz-Carlton and JW Marriott

well poor for them
i hope the casualties can rest in peace
and their family will continue their live peacefully

poor, especially JW Marriott
it has got that tragedy for the second time
my dad was there on Marriot Explosion - 2003

really terrifying
even CNN discuss bout that again and again

and MU won't come bcause of that!!
well yea Ferguson! safety is the first even though i wanna see them :'(