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stand up then do the kayang!~

i'm a friend of a dream

You don’t have to live beautifully, we all have a weakness
Let’s race past the present so we have no regrets

I don’t know the true meaning of hopes and dreams
But I believe they’re magic that can make you a great person

You don’t have to hide your tears behind a smile
Because you have wings that only you possess

夢を味方に - 絢香

i paint as...

a bird sings


it turns out good when i feel like it

november 1st

i think today is the best day after having such hard times in october
i hope a day like this will never end :]

what's wrong with this world?

just because i do look like a man doesn't mean i have to smell like one

-m-

some stupid things in the whole universe are
having your tama-baby ran away from home twice

now i adopted the new new new one again

boy
moco (inspired from loco moco)

anyway today it's raining heavily started at 2 pm
that's great, supported by my stomachache and i skipped my kumon class

and i've got some kind "weird" dream
one of a kind
the unforgetable

punkish!

Why is that kind of jerk good?
Well, he's cool and an athlete
Alternately that stewardess from before went somewhere
"It's the same thing over and over. What should I do!?"
Grab your weakness, gather it, and lift it up, ok!!!

You know how much I love you
You're my only, you know?
And go in! Almost scary, that's punkish*

compish

today we had a singing practice
well jege feli and i came to 8-4 base and sat there
and souga is so dumb he didn't even realize we are 8-3

yes and we sang seng song tralala

but it turned out to sfx corner

it began when lara desy feli tried their bass voice
and i was on the opposite
and idk why suddenly sandra showed us every animal's sfx

ha-ha
that's fun :D

sMOOCH

mooch ran away from home!
he left a message with a BYE-BYE written on it

tch tch tch tsk

do't care, he's not cute anymore
he's cute when he looked like penguin but suddenly he turned to an AYAM

now i have MOCHA
girl
unstressed
maybe?

barbish

ATTENTION :
I DO NOT OWN THESE PHOTOS
EDI DOES OWN THESE PHOTOS


i brought barbie yesterday for design assignment
but i think it's quite useful as an object
err..more like a "victim"


feli didn't bother at all lol


this is soooo damn funny!





damn this


happy family ♥
wir liebe edi! :D

25th

this is the 25th post!
25 is a half of 50 so you can call it silver mode :D

okay let's talk bout EARTHQUAKE

earthquake is fun
but no fun for those who get wiped out

well, have you see mata awan [translate : cloud eyes] ?
check that out @youtube!

happy happy happ

YAY
today is a lucky day

first i found my laptop
second my MOOCH is doing well
third i could do the 5th questions on the sudden test for 20 secs
(record that!)(but idk whether it's wrong or correct lol)
forth killer teacher on kumon didn't come today YAHOO!
fifth i finished my N 111 awright! xDD
sixth i can use my compi again
seventh MOOCH slept earlier, very early today
eighth YETI called my name! for the first time :D
ninth my mom suddenly like DIS and SGU and before considering the pricy she agreed lol
oh and thanks to p sony who was sooo kind and taught me the volley
i could do better even though it's not that good haha

and whatever whatever today i really am happy
even though today i was late a minute
but they still wrote my name
and i missed bernad's stupid speech from central
and i argued with my mom
and my math sudden test is miserable
and today my brother's fuckin butt won't get up, that pig...
and some viruses that ruin my life
and my aunt's aho technician
and my aunt itself
and OMAIGAT GW BLON BLAJAR AGAMAAA!!!!

hraor

blah bleh bloh

new house
ecom test
compi test
senrup assignment
summary assignment

sucks

ich verstehe nicht, octobie

it's been a long time, huh?
hisashiburi dana :D

well i've got my report last friday, i guess??
not bad, better than 7th grade, but not good also ;)
maybe well i started to like math, a little

and this october is full of problems
i don't know why but people said judgement day is coming
the satans that come to bother human-being are greater than before
wow, be careful everyone

but still too many problems will kill me someday
many people only see the great side of me,
happy cheery lol-er and everything
but actually i envy them
and i hate those hypers bcause they think their
problems are special, unique, and only they who suffered that much
o REALLY?

don't judge, i'm short-temper ya' know

ich verstehe nicht :'(

oh and guess what now my feet are full of pain :D
one part swelled, and my left knee is err ==
well i fell down on tuesday and it left a great scar
which consists many little scratches ha-ha

and yeah rite now i like listening to mihimaru gt
this octobie, my favorite rain pours down, with flood of problems
listening to music is a simple treatment, but the effects are great :]
and i like fly by monkey majik too
it brings me back from my sadness
thanks to wina who gave it to me xDD

i hope everything will be alright
when everyone feels down, i'll feel the same too
maybe...silence treatment is the best?

matematikagama

today is the first mid-term test
and it's math and super agama hahahahah

basically
umm what to say

well i did it quite...err serious

but tomorrow i have 4 lessons in total sooooo
i think i have to study since i just touched them and satisfied and online rite now ;)

wish me luck, ciao~

不喜欢学校

i'm talking bout my msn personal message
and i haven't changed it until now

i was crying
the teachers successfully tortured us

"we" cried
i didn't know why
feelings that i held for one year
all came out suddenly

i felt sad when i was home
but i could laugh happily from my heart when i met my friends
and teachers that i once beloved

but
the teachers betrayed us
or that's what i thought
but now they turned out to be bastards or freaking assholes i should say

they ruined my life
no--- they even ruined my friends' life

i mean not all teachers are that bad
some of them are kind and fair enough
but the other proud with their achievement
which is making their pupils cried

idk what to say anymore
in fact, the teachers there are not heroes
i wanna say rudely
that they won't get paid if the pupils don't want to go to school
anyway teachers get paid indirectly from pupils rite?

i'm sorry, but that's the truth
and i hate you
bcause you turned me upside down
and now i hate school that i felt as my second home

you erased the place i'd like to stay

earthquake, no joke

okay so today i was feeling better so i went to sch
and idw to have PE class so i talked to Pak Sony
but i broke my paper bag badly in front of Pak Sony
and he said,
"astaga kamu kasar sekali!!"
i was so surprised so i said sorry and i ran to the door
but i suddenly tripped over my own feet and kicked the door
and he said the same thing again roflol

oh and there was an earthquake on 3 pm maybe
i sat on the chair and i felt like someone pushed my chair
with crattle sound
and i realized it was an earthquake

but it was no joke
this earthquake is 7.2 richter
and have a quite high potential to cause tsunami
gosh..i hope nothing happen :D

autism

i've got autism-syndrome?

my teacher said that parents of autism children prevent them from :
flour, eggs, and chocolates

and i eat :
at least 2 slices of bread aka 8 pieces
eggs, almost everyday
chocolates, well everyday too

i'm dead 0_0

iPod

my lovely iPod video
that i used to listen more than a dozen songs there a day
was..well maybe broken

actually something wrong happened with my iTunes
it won't sync with my iPod
and suddenly my iPod was empty
i was so panic
two days in a row i woke up til 12 AM
waiting for my synchronizing iPod
but nothing happened

i wanna cry, i do
it feels so sad
like my 3230 handphone
my iPod is one of my precious gadgets
i treasured my gadget-stuffies
idk why, but if something bad happened to them
even tho i want the newer version, still i can't let it go

i hope my iPod will be alright
the worst thing is,
i can't watch KHR tomorrow!!
and tomorrow will be Fon! :'(
can guess how sad i am ==

so for awhile, i have to use my PSP
no music for 10 hours successfully killing me

gotchi pumpin!

yey!!
there's a big sale today on metro
so i've got tamagotchi ver.6 music star edition lol :D

and i was going to sency and pump-it-up-in there
i played hi-bi and i've got S!
what a miracle :D
and an A for X-Treme
roflol

but tomorrow gets a lot of assignment
economy test, propos, and that indiana native dumber's homework ==
gotta go now bye

p.s. : HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY INDONESIA!! :3

stressed out

i'm freaking stressed!!
life is so boring lately graor
and a stupid girl insulted me as STUPID

and some albinos tried to mess with us
that crapness, i wanna meet him again and throw him to the trashbin nearby

OMG
i hope i won't be crazy like that actress out there -___-

open house

today Saint Ursula held an open house!!
and, i did the last project for choir-girls :/

kinda happy, but sad too :'(

and on Wednesday, when we practiced for the first time
the trainer mistaken me as Pingkan (what the?!)
and when my friends shouted that Pingkan sat very far from me
he pointed at me and said "then, WHAT is that?"

shoot!

did he see me as a "thing"?
i mean not a living thing bcause he said WHAT is that

and maybe he felt guilty so he called me again and again
like when the voices turned weird and i didn't do anything,
he blamed me

well that's the worst!!

and on friday
the choir was err..failed
and he blamed me again
even though he did that to tease me but i was really mad

and today the choir made a great job
even they didn't show cosplay bcause of choir

and tessa made a mistake
when everybody raised their hands
she did not!!

she was so embarrassing
bcause an old man laughed at her LOL :D

visitplurk2009==

visit me on plurk :
http://www.plurk.com/ciaociaociaossu

hidup madupers-suntubi and madupers-olredi !!

nyway i love the display pic
and the background

i love landscape :D

of course i love them or i won't use them as background and dp :]

i think i'm tired
both in real life and on social networks

i'm tired of life!!
i need holiday :/

choose!

i think i have to give up Tamagotchi ver.6 Music Star
for a Silver Sony Cyber-Shot T700

(hey, hey!! ur mom hasn't said yes for the 2nd option)
hee xDD

i saw Cyber-Shot T700 on Sony TV
and i don't know why i like it so sudden..
but PJ said that this's so expensive, she prefers T77
but i think T700 is better
dunno
i have to persuade my father xDD

sooo help meee..
which one should i choose?

this one?


this one?


or this?? xDD
(i picked this pic randomly)


i think everyone will be like this?


or like this?


humm i wonder..
i will be like this...

hohoho xDD

german addiction

i'm having German-Addiction rite now!! :D
i'm currently listening to Silbermond
(after having Schnappi Syndrome)
but still i never leave Schnappi

i often spam my classmate with my Schnappi attack xDD
writing

Schni Schna Schnappi
Schnappi Schnappi Schnapp

on her history book, again and again :D

and yesterday i downloaded Nichts Passiert by Silbermond
i really love Irgendwas Bleibt!! :D
i played it again and again
and now i'm listening to this song :D

and the music video is totally amazing!! :3



well i'm not a germany so i can't read it well
but it's harder than Schnappi's :]
and now i can sing it, little by little
i really like the reff..

Gib mir ein kleines bisschen Sicherheit
in einer Welt in der nichts sicher scheint.
Gib mir in dieser schweren Zeit irgendwas das bleibt.

Gib mir einfach nur ein bisschen Halt.
Und wieg mich einfach nur in Sicherheit.
Hol mich aus dieser schnellen Zeit.
Nimm mir ein bisschen Geschwindigkeit.

Gib mir was.. irgendwas, das bleibt.

these parts :D
but don't worry
i'm not totally forgetting bout Fabula Nova Crystallis and stuffs ♥

gotta go to bed now, good nite :D

school

sooo today is the first day
and hey i'm an 8th grader now!

i couldn't sleep well last night, thinking bout new class new mates

guess what, i'm on 8-3

aw man.. i've got karma!
i used to laugh about someone on 8-3
and now God placed me there! :/
i felt so uneasy when i have to add 8-3 after my name bzzt --"
luckily the number is still the same :]

girls from 7-1 are only 7 on 8-3
feli caecil dea heidi ria JG gita

and the teacher is.. mr.goat --"
some bonuses we have here, killer teacher
no way!
bah, how can i survive here?
not so sure --"

review

soooo
reborn is on its best part
both the manga and the anime! xD

yep the manga talked bout
The Choice Battle

where torikabuto wasn't defeated yet and tsuna trapped inside his illusion
as expected from the real real six funeral wraths!
and kikyou, well, made gokudera's box sealed
so yea..he came nearly, destroyed vongola's base, and shoichi, hnn, you know
and tsuna asked yamamoto to go to daisy's place while he'd come back for shoichi!
hnn will he get in time?
i wonder..i'm not the author anyway..

and the anime is
Arcobaleno Arc!!!!
the most awaiting arc ever!!

so tsuna went back to the past, well, three days after he went to the future
to open vongola box, he should get seven Arcobaleno seals
there isn't this part on the manga!
and maybe they'll fight arcobaleno!!

it means :
Tsuna vs. Luce
(Luce went missing, so maybe he will fight Uni's mom)
Gokudera vs. Fon
(hmm..handsome vs handsome)
Yamamoto vs. Colonello (or Lal)
(it won't be a serious fight, i guess)
Ryohei vs. Reborn
(OMG it must be so hilarious!)
Hibari vs. Skull
(poor Skull..)
Chrome / Mukuro vs. Mammon / Viper
(not really surprising)





the images were resized so they'd fit :]
you can find them on onemanga

tragedies

okay so maybe this whole world knows
that there were two explosions
both in the famous hotels
Ritz-Carlton and JW Marriott

well poor for them
i hope the casualties can rest in peace
and their family will continue their live peacefully

poor, especially JW Marriott
it has got that tragedy for the second time
my dad was there on Marriot Explosion - 2003

really terrifying
even CNN discuss bout that again and again

and MU won't come bcause of that!!
well yea Ferguson! safety is the first even though i wanna see them :'(

haircut?

BLARGGGHHH

my hair was being cut!
CUT!!
more like trim --"

and i am in oh-so-depression right now

bcause my bro said that this hairstyle is..EMO..gosh --"

i don't want being compared with him --"

but this is my EMOtion ;0

swimming?

SWIMMING?

makes our heart stronger or reduces our ages?

so today is swimming day on my friend's house
well so i think it might turns out terrifying :]
and that's the line that i've got :D

and yea it is
but before that i ate cookies, pure handmade by my friend
they're super!
i kinda love it, but not after i swam

i really have a trauma with pools
that's why i'm not quite good especially to breath well
and well i swam frog-style and learnt free-style
quite hard, but pretty well :]

and the best part is, eating after swimming
it's just like lights after the dark
and yes i ate indomie, noodle noodle noodle :3

oh now i think i have muscle cramps --"
too bad..
i don't want to swim anymore! (for awhile, maybe^^)

cramps suck!!

SWEET~~

yep so today is sweet day yayy *applause*
but i think i've got too much sweets today
nvm

so i ate nata de coco with tjampolay syrop
SWEET :D
or err..too sweet xD

and then i ate mochi that i bought yesterday in Bogor
SWEET :D
and that's a real sweet :]

and the dinner is radish soup with fries
and of course cheeseburger that i bought from Burger King
now that's a real deal :]

really,
cheeseburger is always at its best xD

holiday?

really, this holiday is sooo boring :|
i don't have any other activities to do
and i am still having Kumon homeworks to do arggh
okay now i'm on N level so the homeworks are much much much more difficult than M

*sigh* how i wish to go back to M again
but if that happens, when will i finish this course -___-"
i've been there for 8 years. that's even older than my sis :|

okay and the conclusion is i'm bored
i was so happy when i found my Advent Children DVD
but craappp!!! it's all BLACK and WHITEE!!!
not all but pretty much --"

so rite now i'm sitting, waiting for my Advent Children.rar
geez..and chewing my bubble gum
maybe the next i chew will be the desk -____-"

wish?

soo there are only 4 things in mind
that i have to buy or should i say
it's a wishlist

4 things,
no more and no less!


Fabula Nova Crystallis Final Fantasy XIII
(ファブラ ノヴァ クリスタリス ファイナルファンタジーXIII, Fabura Nova Kurisutarisu Fainaru Fantajī Sātīn)

which contains :

1. Final Fantasy Versus XIII
(ファイナルファンタジー ヴェルサスXIII, Fainaru Fantajī Verusasu Sātīn)

okay, so this is the first i have to buy
bcause the trailer is soo awesome and especially Noctis :D
and i hope it won't be a boring love story like Noctis loves Stella and
blah blah blah
loves between enemies
i hope it'll be pure-action


2. Final Fantasy XIII
(ファイナルファンタジーXIII, Fainaru Fantajī Sātīn)

this is the second
it'll come out on Spring 2010
which means it's about April to August 2010
well that's okay
the protagonist is Lightning (Raitoningu)
or who they say, it's a female version of Cloud (Kuraudo) from FF VII
i want to see how it turns out :]


from left to right :
Lightning (Raitoningu)
Oerba Dia Vanille (Oruba-Daia Vanira)
Snow Villiers (Sunō Viriāsu)
Sazh Katzroy (Sazzu Kattsuroi)


3. Final Fantasy Agito XIII
(ファイナルファンタジー アギトXIII, Fainaru Fantajī Agito Sātīn)

it's because this game is for PSP
of course i won't miss it :]
not much mentioned about this game
only some pictures have shown :3




even the charas' names haven't been told :|

that's all about Fabula Nova Crystallis, folks..
i have to get them no matter what ;]



and yea this is Lightning from FF XIII and Noctis from FF Versus XIII


oh and the fourth is a Final Fantasy game outside Fabula Nova Crystallis compilation

it's Dissidia: Final Fantasy
(ディシディア ファイナルファンタジー, Dishidia Fainaru Fantajī)

so the game is published as part of campaign of the Final Fantasy 20th anniversary
it's about conflict between the protagonists and the villains!!
and there's Sephiroth too xD



i hope they'll release it in Asia or...
i'll buy it from Amazon xD

okay tha's all about my wishlist
crap, that's all about games
but who will refuse them?? :D